Monday, October 19, 2009 Y 9:06 AM
Okay...So I feel that I have to be a better person... So... I have some confessions I need to let out... if you need to hate me, do so... cause it shall be my punishment for the bad things that I have done.
1) I'm sorry Zie Yine for hating you so much. You did apologize to me, and even though you changed your mind later and started badmouthing me again, I can understand why you did so. I am sorry for being so hysterical about all these things.
2) Sometimes, I lie. What I lie about is only small matters but it is still lies. Even though those lies, you will probably forget after you get home because it is only small chitchat lies, I still feel guilty and uncomfortable. I will stop lying from today. Even small chitchat lies.
3) I talk back to my elders. I am sorry, sometimes I am just so frustrated and upset that I couldn't control myself. I have told myself countless times that I will try to repent but then I didn't. I am going to repent and stop talking bad from today onwards.
4) I swear sometimes. I do swear. Just for the fun of it while talking to friends, I feel guilty. I will stop.
5) I get jealous easily. When I get jealous, I might not like that person. I might even hate that person very much. Like my cousin. Since he was born, he has been the apple of everyone's eye. I felt jealous and refused to talk to him and all. Although, sometimes, he can be quite naughty, but he is still a kid. I feel immature for behaving like that towards a kid.
6) I do copy some homework answers. I copied lefei's math homework last time because I didn't know that I had to do it. I clean forgotten it. I panicked because my teacher was Mr.Char and I didn't want to get punished. I am sorry. I will write all my homework down in my handbook from today onwards.
7) Sometimes, I am quite a show-off. Especially when I get high marks for tests and examinations. I am sorry for my shallow behavior and will repent. I sometimes look down on other people too.
8) I always quarrel with my brother, giving my parents a massive headache. I'm sorry. I will try and give in to my brother from now on, I will not fight with him over the computer nor television.
9) I am greedy. I am greedy sometimes and always asks for the best and best. I feel very shallow right now as those things that I demand might give my parents quite a headache. Like handphones and eating at the best restaurants. I am now giving up these little luxuries as my handphone is quite good already and my grandma's home-made dishes taste really well too.
I have ran out of things to say right now as it is quite late and I might have forgotten some. I am going to repent and be a better person from now on. I will add in the confessions that I forgot today tomorrow (: Thank you for your kind attention...
