Tuesday, November 17, 2009 Y 10:33 PM
Today was the Xishan's Got Talent rehearsals. I had to do two times! It was my first time using a microphone to sing on stage... I was kind of surprised when Mr.Addy told me that everyone was looking forward to my performance as I have a great voice. Pshh yeah right. I don't really think so. What really took me aback was all the cheering and the compliments thrown at me ( not trying to show-off, it was really shocking ) I was like HUH ? Because my brother always told me that I had a horrible voice. Paranoid Memoirs were awesome! I was playing randomly with Nathalie's guitar ( which I fell in love with ) and Seraphine ( My buddy ) thought that I knew how to play the guitar. Izzy's group was awesome too! Their song is sooo catchy! (Geegeegee baby baby geegeegee baby baby xD ) the song totally rocked! Haha, Mr.Addy was putting the microhphone closer to my mouth ( I was too soft, nervous! ) I was so afraid of kissing the microphone! I loved microphones ( I want to be a singer ) But I ain't gonna kiss our school's microphone! You don't know how much saliva was spat onto it when people are talking! Gross much ? Hm this morning, was feeling kind of neglected. Rynell was dissing me. I was so disappointed as I was always there for her when she needed me and I never dissed her. Maybe that's why she's not afraid of me. It was just plain mean. But still, she is my meimei and I love her. I just hope one day, she would stop using me as a substitude or something and treat me like a real friend. It might seem fun for her to diss me and make Faiz and Shah laugh but it isn't. If one day I finally burst and she's only left with Faiz and Shah, dare she go to their house and feel very at home ? Dare she talk about her girl problems to them ? It's so unfair for me. I just hope she'll finally wake up. She knows I love her, she's my meimei. But sometimes, I just hope she draws the line between confident and cocky, playful or mean.
