Monday, July 11, 2011 Y 7:39 AM
Sharmaine Jean L. David. I seriously, fucking love you. Omg, I'm totally like, crying buckets right now. So, my life hasn't been so perfect. But thankyou for always being here with me. I'm not gonna lie, my life has been pretty depressing for these past few weeks. But you were always the one next to me, you never leave me alone. Thankyou, truckloads. I know sometimes I take you for granted, and I'm sorry. I don't know what I'd do without you around. I'd probably die of severe depression already. LOL. You've always been here, ever since P5, actually. I was growing apart with my best friend, for 5 years. And she didn't even care. I was really depressed but you cheered me up and you totally changed me. And I remember in P6 while I was being dissed and backstabbed. You always trusted me and you always stand up for me. And then there was the birthday party that no one showed up. You came, and we had a blast together. And now, whenever I'm feeling insecure, you never fail to chat with me and cheer me up. I love you because the way you cheer me up is not like any other boring old "counselling" thing. Which dampens the whole atmosphere even more. You totally make me do crazy ass shit and always make super funny yet sometimes racist and insulting comments. LOL. Now, during this fucked up moment in my life, you're here with me again and you're doing what you do again. Thankyou, Sharmaine. I hope that we can stay best friends forever until I die. With you around, I'll never have to worry about being alone, ever. I LOVE YOU. ♥ Please never ever leave me. P.S. LOL, I seriously cried a bucket full of tears writing this.
